She was of german decsent married with 7 kids....was married and had an affair with a black man who was seperated with two children possibly 2 others given up for adoption....she had 5 girls and two boye ranging in ages 5 to 15 at my birth in 1970...i apparently was born pre-mature and was named paul william by her and also "alfie"...i was then placed in icu and fostered until adopted in springfield il in october...i want to find you mom i had a horriblr life without you
